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I call it a confession, but you know... From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1190 days old)
I am the type of person that always tries to help people. But one day I was put in the position of having to choose who I helped. This lead to that and I ended up doing something I'm not proud o… more
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long time no blog From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1198 days old)
So... life sucks. Love sucks. Poetry may be on lulu.com soon. x… more
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Sentient Inteligence. From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1226 days old)
0) A robot may not injure humanity, or, through inaction, allow humanity to come to harm. 1) A robot may not harm a human being, or, through inaction, allow a human being to come to harm. 2) A robot m… more
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Heavens no... From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1261 days old)
...HELL? YEAH! I swear, I'm so... Angry. I can't find the right word. (Thesaurus says "affronted, annoyed, antagonized, bitter, chafed, choleric, convulsed, cross, displeased, enraged, exacerbat… more
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"Karma is a sum of all that an individual has done, is currently doing and will do." From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1283 days old)
Another small rant for all you lovely readers. My mother did something drastic yesterday. She used me as an example for the defenition of failure. Let's review: 1 ) I broke my best friend's a… more
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Candyfloss. From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1289 days old)
The friend in need game, suggested to myself and the rest of the world by my friend Emma. What you do is type in your name and the word needs into google, for example: 'Joe needs' You then take … more
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Write on! Fight the power! Stick it to da man! From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1297 days old)
Ok. So the mistake in the title is no mistake. I'm (finally) getting back online with everything. I'm sorting out my stories (Write on!) one of which may soon be seen on Lulu.com. I've taken … more
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From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1297 days old)
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The Bright, Glorious Days of Spring. From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1299 days old)
I'm just bored, so I'm posting a random post. *Insert flawed logic here* Ciao… more
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SYZYGY From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1303 days old)
I Stole The Cube Help Me Comb LCTH Under Clap. What could it be?… more
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Good day, good sir. From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1317 days old)
Yeah, I had a pretty good day today. I got into college! Gonna do forensics. go me. yeah. :p… more
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Close to tears From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1333 days old)
My friend keeps asking me "Do you remember when life was simple?" To which I'd reply "Life was never simple." Well maybe not, but I remember a time when I was happy. These days, all I do is help… more
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Yeah, Yeah... From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1345 days old)
I know, I know. It's been far too long since I last updated. I've meen too busy trying to get laid and stay alive. Much like James bond... Currently Listening to Heartfelt by Viard and feeling stre… more
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January 1st From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1411 days old)
Happy new year everyone and best wishes for the next 365 days!… more
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Comin' atcha from lap(top)land. From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1415 days old)
Xmas this year has been pretty great. I got the laptop i wanted, a couple of books and the news that D+A are getting engaged. :) all in all, a good week so far, so long as i leave out the bad parts… more
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I don't know... From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1425 days old)
I keep feeling like i'm searching for something, but will never find it. Before anyone even suggests it, no. it's not god. I'm gonna work on figuring it out for a while...… more
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In danger From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1425 days old)
... okay, posted.… more
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'Tis the season to be vengeful, Mwa ha ha ha ha, ha ha ha ha. From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1429 days old)
People keep telling me I've developed an evil laugh... Anyway, Work is shit, people are shit. I'm deaf in both ears due to an ear infection... Someone did a tarrot reading for me. I'm physica… more
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The most loneliest day of my life. From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1445 days old)
28 November 1994 - 8 - My dad beats me for the last time. I snap and beat him. 28 November 1995 - 9 - My first boyfriend moves house after almost two years of dating. 28 November 1996 - 10 - I'm mug… more
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My conscience called in sick again. From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1449 days old)
I always wanted to be a hero. I wanted to be the kind of person that people look up to. A good role model. But what have I actually become? I drift through life, without actually connecting to p… more
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Don't you dare doubt me. From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1453 days old)
No, alex, you tell me. Do you think it's true?. Okay ppl, here's the story. (Saturday 5th) Nikki and I were going for a drink, where we discussed the fact that she'd kissed a guy. (Sunday 6th… more
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And now I know... From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1454 days old)
Heh. I understand now. Caz, I'm always here for you, okay? X… more
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I don't really wanna know, so don't tell me. From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1460 days old)
I'm worried. Caz has changed so dramatically recently. I'm not sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing, but it worries me either way. She's more attractive, but she's also less secure. She plan… more
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*cringes* From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1465 days old)
Hey. sorry for letting it get so long since my last update. I've been sorting out caz through the complex games of cat and mouse. But, my sister and brother rock, I went to see them, life's fine, a… more
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Heh. still a liittle drunk from more alcohol today... From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1481 days old)
Happy birthday... yesterday! Happy birthday... yesterday! Happy birthday to me! Happy birthday... yesterday! Heh. So... I love my friends, they threw me a supprise party. Alex, Caz, Dee and myse… more
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... and so fucking angry! From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1488 days old)
fucking hell!!! I mean, seriously. I'm looking back at what I wrote last week and All I can say is fucking hell! Of corse no-one cares! Just because I have my problems, doesn't mean everyone els… more
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So tired... From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1494 days old)
Heh. okay... lately... Right. I've had some problems lately. I'm feeling a bit better tho now, but I still feel as though no-one cares. I know alex or Caz will pipe in with 'we care' but it just do… more
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so... From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1499 days old)
okay, I'm bored. waiting for the phone to ring is about as exciting as watching paint dry (i like white paint, it gets a nice sheen to it...). So what's going on in my life? heh. not much. Ca… more
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Right... From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1502 days old)
Okay, moving on with life. I can't have her, so I'll just have to live with it. Okay, I'm now on face party. A wonderful idea inspired by Caz, Alex and K. Heh. I also promised to put this up: … more
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Control-Self+Alter-Feelings+Delete-Mind From
Conaire
in Cold over the Shadows
(1504 days old)
I'm writing this entry for her. she gave me a small list of things to talk about in it, so here we go... FEELINGS I'm in love with the girl. I feel so happy that she has some feelings for me, no … more